I don't care.

I'm bloody sleepy. Family outing today. Shall sleep now.
Goodnight.

Guys taking the longest time.

Rah, these guys won you. They took the longest time to just shoot 12 seconds. Shees. Zil is like a total spoiler! Lol. He just simply can't control his own self. LOL. And the way Jebu dance to Heartbreaker.. i'll never forget that.
LOL.

Awww.

Director's comments: At first, it was awkward to see an idol holding a baby, but they became close very quickly. Like Kim Hye Ja, G-Dragon was with the baby long after the photoshoot. Afterwards he very carefully and delicately clothed the baby, I think he will become a very good dad in the future.

He's making me fall harder than it already is.
Dang.

I'd do anything.

Today when the lecturer for our 1090 went out, i went down to the front of the lecture hall and asked if everyone could shout Big Bang for my video. It.was.embarrasing. Like hell. Tho.. for Big Bang, anything:D Hahaha. The sound isn't that clear. Anway. We were walking home and that's when Jill saw her "nice dressup" guy and dang Rah. She stalked him all the way. She made us walk very fast so that we could be near that guy. We stalked him all the way till the MRT and he took the same MRT as us too. Rah and I got off at Bishan and coincidentally, that guy too. And he took the Circle line too! So Rah was like whoa. We walked damn fast till we were behind him. Poor guy. I think he knew that we were "stalking" him. Wait no, that RAH was stalking him so he walked all the way to the other end. Lol. So i went home with Rah and lol she even found out that the guy stops at Serangoon. LOL. Right now at home. Shall watch You're beautiful. Woot.
:D

Roller coaster ride.

I need to sleep. I havent done Health Assessment yet. School starts at 12 today, yes!
Sleep sleep sleep.
Goodnight.

Like real.

Lol! Herbivorous guy. When the host asks him about the quiz and when the question about being concerned about the new stuffs in shopping malls comes out, the audiences answers the question instead by saying O.. and he's like haha and just says O along. Haha. And lol to the part when he said he goes church with Taeyang and imitates how Taeyang sings in church. LOL. And him singing a nursery rhyme is like dang! Hahah. Ahhh when he brought out Gaho.. dang.
GD, you wanna get marry fast?
Come look for me. I'm all ready.

It's like Blackjack, beat that.

I got it today:D

It's a damn paradise.

I just read this girl's blog, i have no idea how i found it. Think it was when i was searching for Big Bang's Fila shoes. She's from the US. She went to Big Show 2009. And holy mama mia, she's one lucky girl. She met my mom in law(G Dragon's mum), my husband's manager(the guy from Big Bang Docu), my husband's hyung(Teddy). HOLY SHIT. Just when seeing Big Bang live infront of her wasn't enough. GD's mum has passed by and when she saw his mum, mum nodded back at her. And she met Teddy. She even got to shake hands with him. And also with Big Bang's manager. She got to shake hands with him and talk to him. How lucky! She talked about how the concert was and what went on. DANG, i am completely jealous. One goal in my life will be to attend a Big Bang concert atleast ONCE in my lifetime. Oh damn. I'm getting really hyped up.
I am so jealous.

Don't kill me. HAHAH.

-Who brings together everyone’s opinions?
Everyone picked G-Dragon.
GD: We’ve never fought before, but I think it’s my job as the leader to decide things whenever something happens.

-Hopes of marriage?
TOP: GD always talks of how he wants to get married
GD: If I meet my ideal woman, I want to get married straight away. And I want to start making a world of just the two of us.

Well.. GD, if that happens, sorry love but i'm gonna have to be a wedding crasher unless it's me standing next to you.
Just kidding.

No wait, i'm not.

Blamer.

Crap. I just wrote this whole thing about something but in the end, i was like ahh what the fuck, who cares. I'll keep it to myself for now cos i know it will be alright and i really treasure it but i might just write words which might be like a treshold for anger or hurt one day. One fine day.. when i get sick.
Goodnight.

Of everything.

Haengbok!!

I AM BLOODY HAPPY RIGHT NOW. I just checked the timetable and it says that school starts at 1pm tomorrow. If i didnt have Health Assessment class at 3pm, school would have just ended at 3 with just two hours of lectures. But because of the Friday holiday, Health Assessment class was brought forward. Tho anway.. even if it finished at 3pm, i would still have floorball. So oh well. But i think i rather go to Health Assessment. Say what?! But yeah.. its like my enthusiasm/passion/whatever it is, is slowly dying. Whenever i play in NYP, i miss the times in SGS where it used to be "kickass". I dont know why but when i'm playing floorball for NYP, i get confused and my teamwork with the line will be affected. And me not being close to them just adds on to be a great "help". I sort of miss playing floorball with Suju, Tana, Viji, Yun Xian, Gladys, Diyanah..who else? Well those people were the ones i used to play floorball with most. Sighs oh well. Which reminds me.. Yx recently asked me in MSN if we were free on thursday for a game in our school. Shees. Don't think i'll be free. And oh, Jasmi's going Nepal today. Don't think i'm going to the airport. Cos i really really really need to sleep. And the thought of waking up at 5am.. it'll kill me. So i better not think of it. Ok, think i'll go watch IRIS or something then sleep.

Old sad songs.

My Blackjack has arrived and i'm bloody happy. Even more happy cos the meet up place to collect it is at Serangoon. Woot, saves a LONG trip to Dover. Yes!
:D

AND SHIT! I just remembered! Health Assessment tomorrow! And i've yet to do the paper. Argh okay screw.

Cat's in the cradle.

Very sad but true.

Sarabeth.

I cried.

Dry your eyes mate.

For all the broken hearted people who can't move on.

Shingz.

I had a lot of deja vu today and i'm feeling really uneasy.

Tired of everything.

I need to sleep. Dang.
Goodnight.

Pawned.

And oh did i say this?
Today in Mandarin classes, we learnt how to sing two Chinese songs.
Happy Birthday to you and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.
Awesome.

I'm right here.

I never thought i'll like Japanese music but dang, WOW. I've fallen in love with this singer. She has a very unique voice AND she's gonna be collaborating with Taeyang! Anway i feel like crying when i saw this video. RASYIQAH, SEE THIS. I BLOODY LOVE THE LYRICS lah! It goes so well with the tune and tone of the song. Esp the voice. Oh dang. It just makes you feel so sad man. The voice is like so sad and the lyrics is like... argh dang. Aww man, i'm like so touched. his song is like a story (from the man's point of view) as he writes a love letter to his girl saying the things he doesn't have the nerves to say to her face-to-face.
Sighs.

Inter connection.

Bloody Jana lost her portable broadband which costs like $308. Whattheheck. Heart pain sia. So anway just as i switched on my laptop at home, i get a call from Jana saying she's coming over to do her work. Hais. So she came over and used it till 9pm. And now i'm having a MSN meeting with my group for HS 1090. Ahhh so hectic. And oh yeah, my Bio.. i can picture a F right now. Screw it. Well, it's over so i'm happy now. Anway i really need to buy a new earpiece now. I'm getting more and more pathetic without one and i seriously can't survive without it. Without an earpiece just equals to lonely bus/train rides, lonely walks, boring days..basically a very boring and lonely life. I need to have music accompanying me when i'm alone. Or even if i'm with someone. I think it's like the best way to NOT talk to someone. Hahaha. Oh well. You know.. i think i'm evil. Or maybe straightforward. Lol my friends say i'm mean or sarcastic, not just my friends but my classmates too. LOL. They say i'm very random and expressionless which they find so amusing. Lol and they simply cannot believe that other people.. say, my floorball teammates, my secondary schoolmates or other people find me extremely quiet/serious and shy. When i told my classmates esp Kamini that, "eh you know, my floorball mates and my sec schoolmates all always say and think that i'm very quiet and serious. You know that time, i called out one of my floorball teammate name ah, she was like ohmygod, that's the first time i hear you call my name. And then when i laughed out loud ah, she say ohmygod, first time i hear you laugh", Kamini was like WHAT?! She simply couldnt believe it and said that they don't know me. Lol. I think my parents will faint if they heard that. They seriously think that i'm like the same crazy kid in school as i am in my home and they always scold me that i wonder what your surrounding people think of you, they might call you a lunatic. Well no mum, the kids out there think i'm a quiet, serious, anti-social person. Sighs oh well. I don't know why i can click with certain people very fast or i'll still feel uncomfortable with some people even if i've known them for long. It's very strange..i wonder why.
Ok, i better get back to my module.
Wow that was long.

Messed up mind.

I youtubed about Action Potential. All the comments said they understood it finally and were so grateful to the uploader. So i guess i'm the only dumb one who still has my mouth open and a messed up mind. Screw it. I just don't understand what the heck that is all about. And me not taking Chemistry during Sec school adds on to be a GREAT help. Yeah right. Ass. Forget it, i'm still halfway at lecture 7 and my mind is getting more wired up. I'm just gonna go sleep now. Shall set my alarm at 5am tho i'll see if i wake up. God bless me. I shall sit above a very smart person if all else fails. Tho of course.. i'm honest. Muahahahaha.
Oh well, goodnight.
I need to pray.

So why?

I just finished lecture 6.... so that's like.. 12 more to go. But i came online to check out about the university in Japan and where our school will be going. It's somewhere near Tokyo and err.. Yokohama or something. Which is where Big Bang will be performing:D:D Tho... i have no idea whether they will be really performing on February or so. Hope they go at March. Wait, i'm not even going so what. Lol. Tho i feel like but at the same time, don't feel like. Damn the London trip. It has just bring down my enthusiasm. Oh well. Ok i think i'll just study chapter 7, 17 and 18 and then sleep.
Sighs.

Zang.

LOL. So i'm looking at the videos taken in the library for the Koewokikasete Campaign. LOLLLL. Laughing my ass out. Hahahah.
Ok. I better start on Lecture 4.

Eating a lot.

It's 8.49pm. I'm STILL at lecture 4. Awesome. There's 14 lectures left to go. I don't understand what the heck they're talking about.. action potential..neurotransmitters.. some four stages.. what the heck!!
I am so screwed.

Running out.

Holy shit, it's 2pm right now and i STILL havent started. DANG.
Ok i better start now. Dangggg.
Kill me.

Fancams rock.

Ahhh GD is so cute. After he wins his Album of the year, he returns to his seat and just a minute later, 2NE1 wins. Lol to his reaction when 2NE1 won. He's like HOH SHIT! And then hugs CL and then omgooood, he's like whooo so happy, screaming and cheering for them with all his gestures and all. And then when 2NE1 returns, he hugs CL yet again and pats the rests on their back.

After the end of MAMA. He shakes hand with Kim Taewoo and after bowing to BEG, leads 2NE1 to the side. Lol, lost count of how many times he bowed, it's like a hen pecking on the ground tho.. still awesome. And then he shakes hands with Supreme Team. And then 2PM's Junho and Taec comes to their side! And GD turns and shakes hand with them and gives them the thumbs up. And then GD gathers 2NE1. AND THEN HE RUSHES AND HUGS JUNSU! Aahhhhhhhh! Can you believe it. Most favorite guy from 2PM and my favorite guy in the world! Haha, of course.. they're good friends. He hugs Tiger JK then. Lol he starts talking to the camera. And then they go off. He lets 2NE1 go off first and then he goes last not least by waving to the fans.

I love fancams man. It lets you see what is not on the screen. Which is awesome cos you can know what your idol is doing. Lol stalker much?
Oh well...fandom.

Go to heller.

I set the alarm at 9am. When the alarm went off, i set it to 9.40am and then i just silent it and slept till 11am. After i had eaten my breakfast and everything, i intended to study Bio but instead, i switched this on and began kpopping. Dang. And so now it's 12.30pm. Argh. I need to switch this off and go study. And i feel like watching IRIS-.-
Danggggggg.

You're my butterfly.

OMG, how lucky! GD singing Butterfly to her.. melt. Dang boy. And celebration as in basically means to sing a song for her wedding. Haha and how cute, GD agreed.
Danggg. Ok goodnight!

Time is running out.

FFFFFFF. My Bio test is tomorrow and it comprises of EIGHTEEN lectures and i still havent even taken the lecture book out of my bag since like.. the last lesson. FFFFF. On top of it, it's about the CNS which i have no clue about. Ffffffffff. Shall wake up early around 9 or so and study. And i was actually planning to go watch 2012 with my bro today-.- But.. i feel like going. Argh shingz, Jeni, concentrate on your Bio. Ok, think i'll study Bio today. Dang.
Ok goodnight.

Say MAMA?

Awesome. GDYB. When GD DJ-ed..whoaaa. Set the crowd on fire when he shouted. The ending pose was awesome, GDYB..true.

I love this song. A lot. CL and Minzy really sound good together. Awesome. And GD shaking his head and watching them like a proud poppa. He must be proud of them. Haha.
:D

Picture spam.

Haters, to the left to the left.
Lol now his hair's like Taeyang's.
Lol.

How gee indeed.

Awesome!

Pawn.

OK AWESOME!
So the three biggest awards.

Album of the year: G Dragon.
Song of the year: 2NE1
Artist of the year: 2PM.

Yahoooooo. All three of my favorites! I'm happy:D And for people saying it's YG biased, for god's sake, who asked SM to boycott YG?
-.- Okay, i don't care eh eh eh eh. I'm happy.
:D

2NE1!

2NE1 WON! Tho i forgot what award it is. But it's one of the three biggest awards in MAMA. And GD hugged CL and cheered them on.
:D:D

GD won Album of the year!

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. G DRAGON WON THE ALBUM OF THE YEAR!
YAHOOOO. Bloody happy!

Korean Dreams!

HOLY SHIT! KOREAN DREAMS! GD in white, Taeyang with Black!
The stream HAD to lag at that time.
Argh.

Enjoying this.

IT'S TAEYANG NOW! With Where U At!

COOOL!

OMG HE'S PERFORMING NOW! Back with a new BLACK MOHAWK!
:D

Oh well.

Lol JYP is making his speech and the crowd is chanting Park Jaebum.

Woooo!

2PM performing now! Wooot. WTF is JYP doing there?
HAHAHAHA.

Yahoooo.

OMG, i'm watching MAMA live now! Wooot. And that is GD watching 2NE1's musical. Right now, Kim Jong Shin is performing. Wooot.
:D

Family family family.

Omo! Faint. My livestation can't seem to play Mnet. Argh! And 2NE1 won the Best Female newcomer award. Wooot. And GD is sitting with 2NE1! Ahh YG Family family family. Wonder where Taeyang is. Dang, ok i shall wait patiently.
:D

So guess who's back with a new hairdo?

OMG, G DRAGON WITH A NEW HAIRSTYLE YET AGAIN!
And lol, he brought Gaho along with him in the red carpet? Lol. That was so cute. Haha dang,
MAMAs!

Why can't i love you in slow motion?

It's Saturday, 21th of November. It's MAMA today. Woot, the new version of MKMF. I wanna watch it live but sadly, my floorball friendly is depriving me of so. Sighs. As i said, it's Saturday. And on Monday at 11am, i think, we'll be having our Bio test which comprises of all 18 lectures. I, Jeni Gurung, have not even taken out my module book from the bag since err...the last lesson, whenever it was. Basically i'm screwed. And i can actually think of watching IRIS now. But i'm still assuring myself there's the weekend to study.. as usual, leaving everything to last minute. Sighs. I shall start on my Bio today at night, promise. When i come back home from floorball, i'll bathe and then i'll study. Tho..MAMA first:D Teehees. And oh shit, i also need to do my Koe Wo Kikasete campaign fast. Sighs.....
Goodnight.

Ahhhhhhhhh.

I showed some videos of Big Bang to Rah/Syiqah(i have no idea what to call her. Depends on my laziness) And then watched 2D1N. It wasn't that funny as usual tho still pretty fun:D And shit, the toilet is asking me to bake a chocolate cake now. Arghhhh. Need to go.